for my memory: boîte de nuit privé, c-street lights, girl in red, long horse-like ponytail ,cigarette smoke, ennui, more intelligent but the foggiest mind veiled with lace, invisible door. danse danse danse, whiskey or whatever, sweater falling, hips and hers, creepycreepy, danse, kiss, daylight.
france is fucking awesome
If you want to check out my photo blog for my time living in France, here’s the link http://merprofondebleue.tumblr.com/
Yesterday was the day. They say Cannes only has 65 overcast days a year. Well, since we’ve been here we’re probably maxing out soon. Yesterday was the day that the filtered light took the blinding glitter and brilliant shine of everything off, and Cannes was matte. And it was more beautiful than the golden days. The visibility of a matted Cannes gives way for realizations. Like when you’re walking...
my roommates are snoring and its still not loud enough billy said yesterday the sky was you i said i still feel the same people might think im fucking crazy maybe they are loud enough
words cant define what i feel inside whoneedsthem caught with this virrrrrrus of my mind i give in to my disease of my needs
‘Cause she’s a cruel mistress And a bargain must be made But oh, my love, don’t forget me I let the water take me
Living in France on St. Valentine’s Day is romantique, non? Until you realize how in love you still are with someone thousands of miles away. ma petite mouche du vinaigre, te me manques.
Broken like strings on guitars I can’t sell.
Leaving in the morning to live in Cannes for 4 months. Heaven help my French and as my girlpower icon bb Robyn says, “Choppin’ heads off with mah-damn guillotine, even the French know better than to fuck with me.” Just kidding les françaises. Pls be nice to me. Luv you.
I feel so close. So close to shedding these last two years. Its just hard losing such a precious skin, to be bare and raw again. But they say not all that glitters is gold.
eternitysshylock: don’t be too clingy don’t be such a ‘girl’ be a woman but be hairless like a child don’t wear skimpy outfits don’t be such a ‘slut’ be modest but take it off when i ask don’t assert yourself don’t be such a ‘bitch’ be nice to me but don’t be a fucking doormat don’t be ignorant don’t be such a ‘bimbo’ be intelligent but don’t argue your opinion with me don’t wear make-up ever...
i need to goo. mountains or seas its dark by 5. must be full encore
Female Beginner EP →
satyrgames: This is the new Ivory Wave EP, and its “the” tits. Bloomington hard alt art rock. Wonderful production by the one and only Hoopty. The song “Pelican Sunrise” is my current obsession.